TODAY! :D

Baby Elephant so adorable~

Clarifications:

Well, why did I broke up with him?
I don't want to go into too much of the details and bring down his pride.
Just wanna say that I really cannot bring myself to go back to him anymore.

How many times had this happened?
More than enough times, breaking up and then patching back.
Its always happening over and over again.
The problems, will never be solved.

I don't want to be treated like this ever again.
Well, when he's good, he's really good, I can't deny that.
But when he's angry or upset, I can't stand him.

Getting angry over little things and starting quarrels.
Commanding, controlling, scolding, shouting, demanding and all.
Never a day was peaceful without a slight quarrel.

I've tried, giving him chances, forgiving him and all.
But, still, the next time, its still all the same despite he's assurance the previous time that he won't ever do that again.
How can I ever believe him again?

All those name callings, hurtful words and commanding.
I don't deserve that.
I've been called: Stupid, idoit, hopeless, useless, retarded, pu bor and lots more.
Which boyfriend would name his girlfriend using such words?

I've deleted number of friends from facebook just because he doesn't like it.
Lose contacts with lots of friends just because he doesn't like it.
Not talked to certain guys just because he doesn't like it.
And even to the extent of not being able to say "I don't know".

Having to look him in his face when he's talking.
Not looking away even when he paused.
Repeated apologies to him and on twitter as well.
Constant texting all day long.
Reporting whatever I'm doing every few minutes.
No late replys, no rejecting of calls, no kupping phone calls.
No texting one word, no texting two words, no texting without expression.

Its stressful.
Seriously stressful.

And so, here am I now, writing this to let people know how I feel.
I'm not trying to bring his pride down.
Why am I breaking up with him?
No, its not those little things.
Its a matter of basic freedom and respect everyone should have.
No one shall be controlled by anyone in such a way.

I believe, no girl wants or deserves to be treated like that.

You can't just cling on to something because it's familiar.

This is my pre-school (nursery) NAME TAG! :D


And a little of what I did last night before I went to sleep. :P

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

Little ones that always make my day. (:

This was what I did last night before I went to sleep.


Was careful to not let Baby Elephant FALL! :D


Little diapers carebear!


Crazy bunny on top of Bobo!


Used-to-be-GUAI Bubu, being goofy!


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This was quite a long time ago when shooting Bobo.
Rat rat came to disturb!
Adorable Rat Rat exercising!


And then eating burger. LOL!


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Good friends!
Xiao Bu Dian & Rat Rat!
Watching TV together.


And sleeping together too!


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Stupid BIG BEAR! :P
Muching poor Xiao bu dian. ):


And getting all tired.
(I was sitting on that sofa with him while playing my laptop.
When I went out to get a drink, I came back with him seated like that.)


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The other time when Sister went out to buy lunch, I made Bobo hang like this and sent a message to sister saying "Bobo mischievous".


So adorable right!


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Bobo looking at Bobo.



This was when I uploaded the photo to my computer, and took Bobo to sit there.
Sister saw it and took a photo of him!

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Curious Mutan!

Does a bystander really know things better?



Not in this case I guess. Hahaha

My O' level Mother Tongue Results: B3
As for the Oral, I've gotten like a Merit. LOL!
Well, I've decided not to re-sit for the exam because I feel that B3 is already my limit. (:
And I need to spend more time on my other subjects too.

Heehee. I shall end here today cause I need to do my D&T. :P

Today was... well, a tiring day.
Because of SOME people luh.
Shall not mention names. :P

Received back my English Mock Exam Paper 1 results today!
Quite satisfied with my results. (:
I've got 17/30 for compo, not my target like the usual 18, but still, satisfied.
For the situational writing, I've gotten 13+7, which is 20/30!
Quite shock that I can get 7 marks for task fulfilment. :D

Today during the 3 periods of D&T, I drew my parts drawing.
Left like 2 more to draw then done.
Tomorrow I'm going to stay back to do the Presentation Board!
All the orthographic drawing already done.
Just left the printing and pasting.
Oh yah, still need do Material List and Contextual drawing.
Shall try to get it done tomorrow!

After school, had Mathematics Mock Exam.
Well, it was so-so.
I don't think I can pass.
-__-
So afraid of next week's SCIENCE Mock Exam.
Science is like, you-don't-know-means-you-don't-know.
Try how hard also rubbish lor.
So for Science, I think I would memorise all the Physics formulas, and read up abit on Chemistry.

O level Chinese results.... TOMORROW.
Ahhhhhhh~!
I hope I can get at least an A2.
My Paper 2 was well done, but my Paper 1 was rubbish...
Ahh, I don't wish to get a B3 and not knowing whether should I retake or not.
Pleeeeeease! I want an A2! *shows pleading face*
Heh. :X

Alright, shall end here today. (:

I was actually trying to upload some overdued photos from my phone but I don't know why, today's connection is super slow.
Thus, not able to upload it today. ):
And the super slow internet connection is seriously getting on my nerves!
><*!

Today we had Mathematics test during 3period lesson.
It was a paper 2 kind of question.
Out of 5 questions, I only know how to do 1 question FULLY.
The rest either one part know or whole thing don't know. ):

There's Mathematics Mock Exam tomorrow after school!
Oh no.. I don't know how to draw graphs, simplify equations or do complicated stuffs.
Shall be revising ABIT tonight. :P

Oh, and today was my English O' level Oral Examinations.
I was the fifth one. (:
The passage was about an traffic jam in lieu of an oil spill while the picture discussion was about a chemical spill.
The conversation question was - Tell me about a time when you were late for something.
Lol, I made up a story. ._.
I was lying all the while. HAHAHA. :P
The examiner was nice, guiding me though questions.
Well, the picture discussion didn't went the way I thought it would.
Oh, and the examiner said "Very good!" at the end of the Oral.
And this is the first time the examiner did not ask me "Do you have anything else to add?".
Hahaha, I always say no anyway. (:

Haven't been blogging since school start because I was rushing up my D&T folio.
A big load off my mind after I've hand up my D&T folio yesterday!
No more worrying of not completing D&T folio! :D
Now left with Presentation Board and a final step to my product.
Happy! :D

Monday is O' Level English language Oral Examination. :O
Well, recently, we have been doing lots of Picture discussion & Conversation write up.
But I feel that when its the actual Oral exam, its all not going to be the same anymore.
Being nervous brings it down.
We would all end up stuttering, trying to squeeze out some things to say about the picture or the conversation.
Normally when doing write up, we can have as many time as we want.
But on the actual exam, we only have like about 10mins or so I guess?
Where got enough. ):
Plus its in a humid hall after school where all your concentrations go haywire.
Ahhhhh~

Fringe is kinda long already.
Although sometimes I find it nice, sometimes I find it irritating.
How? Cut or no cut?
Sometimes cut liao also no difference. ._.
If only the weather will not be hot anymore, I will cut back to bangs again.
Its because I perspire easily, thus, bangs is not good for me anymore.
So yeah.. Don't know whether to cut or not.

Composition for homework.
Oral to practice.
D&T presentation board things to draw and print.

I am lazy. -_______________-


p.s. I wanna change blog skin. But I lazy again. :X

Happy Birthday Singapore! ♥

Nice Google Singapore. (:

When you want more than you have,
You think you need.

And when you think more than you want,
Your thoughts begin to bleed.
I think I need to find a bigger place,
Because when you have more than you think,
You need more space.

- Eddie Vedder.

Happy 17th birthday to Yu Sheng!

Must be happy boy boy ah! :D

Today is Happy 10th Monthsary! ♥

From Yu Sheng. (:

Thank you Yu Sheng! (:

White tube dress

Under the pink umbrella.

4e2 Community Involvement Programme.

Walk for the children 2010 @ West Coast Park.

Early in the morning, left house and had breakfast with Yu Sheng. (:
Until 7am, we all went to the MRT station to gather with the class.
Afterwards, we took the train all the way to Clementi.
After what seems like a decade, we finally reached and we took a shuttle bus over to the West Coast Park.
We were there and we waited for awhile until the walk starts.
The walk was just like walk walk walk. LOL.
Luckily today rained, so quite cooling, no sun!
But our leg all sand and mud. ):
When the walk ended, Mrs Koh treated us Mcdonalds!
Thank you Mrs Koh! (:
After the Hotcakes, we took the shuttle bus back to Clementi MRT.
And the long journey back to Pasir Ris!
Took the bus back home.

Oh,we got goodie bags too!
Which consist of a milk, kite, 2 Hellgate models, 2 readers digest, a few brochures, an umbrella and 2 clothes for dolls.
I think thats all.
Well, none of them caught my attention except for the doll clothes!

And this is what I did to my soft toys! :D

Two sets of clothes splited to 3 toys.

These are the two sets.



Hat too big, so I removed.

Side view of him carrying his bag!

The jacket is too huge for him too. So I removed too.

Devil becomes a magician!

LOOOOK!! How adorable is he now!

The oversized Hat and Shorts was given to HER!
She became so cute suddenly.

TADA!!! :D

Heeheeee. Had so much fun playing with them. (:

p.s. the jacket was given to a dog. Haha, but didn't took photo of it. :P