Talking about taking on 2014 so confidently on the previous blog post? Just 21 days into it and I'm already exhausted. Blame it on the FYP. Draining all my energies away. I imagined FYP to be so awesome, illustrating nice colourful things, but it ended up being a topic which I don't have much wise opinions about in real life, and styling which I've never tried before, and cannot do.
Its like.. you want to eat that plate of chicken wings right in front of you, but your hands are tied up to a chair. Yeah, you can eat chicken wings without using hands by just smashing your face down to the plate to get a bite of it. That's almost close to what I'm doing with FYP. Like, I manage to do what I want to do, but its a mess, and not what I wanted it to be.
No wonder I'm still fat. I link everything to food. Food is good. Yummy yummy om nom nom.
On a side note, I just dyed my hair back to violet red this evening for the coming CNY! Not very visible if there's no direct light source. As usual. So I wanna stay under sunlight all day long, so my violet red hair can be seen. Hahah, just kidding. I'm prepared for all the stainings I'm gonna get on my clothes and towels, and also standing on a bloody red pool in the shower. Haven't took any photos yet, maybe tomorrow, or when I feel like it.
Regarding this tweet last night,
If it was a few years ago, I would've jumped right into it w/o considering much. But now, I consider too much & end up not daring to accept.
— JOANNECHIA (@joanneCHIA) January 20, 2014
It's just like what I've mention here,
"After having went through all these, I'm now more careful in choosing a boyfriend. I no longer just get into a relationship just because he likes me and I like him. I think far ahead, like, if this guy is a boyfriend material or a husband material. Does he treats his parents well? Will he treat me well? Is he for real? Is he responsible? Am I comfortable? Will my parents like him?
I can't quite spell out exactly what's my type of guy, but I know it in my heart when I secretly judge guys. Oops! "
I've met someone new, but I consider too much and end up not daring to get into a relationship too soon. I don't think I know him well enough, and I can't tell if he is serious or just lonely. I don't think he's someone my mum would like and I'm not sure myself if I like him yet. Plus I'm not yet comfortable. But, he's humorous. He can make me laugh. Which I think is something quite important to me. I'm easily attracted to humorous people. And.. he speaks chinese. Yes. I LIKE PEOPLE WHO CAN COMMUNICATE IN CHINESE, cause I like communicating in chinese in real life. Hahaha. Plus point. HE FINISHED ARMY. Which means I don't have to go through the 2 years of having an enlisted bf (which I totally don't mind if I really love the guy), but it's still something good.
Shit. I revealed too much of my thoughts here. Hope he doesn't sees this. Which is highly likely, cause he doesn't know I have a blog, and doesn't follow me on twitter (not sure if he has twitter). OKAY BYE. Better stop before I reveal everything that I'm thinking.
Ending this post with my face!
