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26th July 1994
15 Years Old Loyang Primary School
Siglap Secondary School
♥041009♥ Happily Attached to ENGYUSHENG
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♥ENGYUSHENG ; 老公♥
I love the things you say, and how you never fail to make me smile.
You’re the one I’ve always wanted, and the one that I just cant live without.
I'll never let you go again.
I love you. ♥
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SHERMEEN LIM ; jie
She's always there for me, listening to my grumbles and complains.
Cheering me up whenever I'm sad and giving me advices whenever I'm stuck.
Laughing crazily together with me when no one else is laughing.
Reading my mind and calling me shagua.
Helping me solve various problems and I know I can trust her with my secrets.
I'll never forget her beautiful handwriting too. (:
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TOMMY LOH ; kor
Happy chatting with this Hilarious Panda on the phone.
He helped me in quite alot of things. (:
Never forgetting his advices too!
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DARRYL LIM ; kor
He's actually nice at heart, helped me and giving me advices, despite being too talkative at times.
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SHARON YEO ; jie
Friend from Primary School till Secondary School.
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KHALIUN GANBAYA ; mummy
She's forever that kind little angel.(:
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BENEDICT SIM ; daddy
Always says "Mmmm" like a real daddy whenever I call him Daddy. (:
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ZACHARY DESKER ; di
Silly jokes and funny actions behind that fierce looking mask.
Always taking care of the people around him and helping them in troubles.
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SEAN CHEU ; kor
I hope he still remember this.
"Don't bring yesterday's unhappiness to tomorrow."
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Big Butt Kor(:
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CHIEW WEISIONG ; kor
When I say yes, he will say no,
When I say no, he will say yes.
Forever say upside down to what I say der.
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TOH SONGTAT ; uncle
Don't see he small small, his basketball damm pro one.
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This morning, woke up, bathed the bus to school. Reach school went to the benches beside classroom to join Shermeen, Tommy, Darren and Rahimah. Tommy cut hair! Head become so small. HAHAH. =x Nevermind lah, cute mah. (: We compled a few questions of the maths worksheet. 7:45AM, Mr Chow came already, then we go in classroom. I'm not late today. =D Mr Chow then gave us until 9AM to complete our Mensuration paper. After that he started on Trigonometry. Wah, sian, I hate trigonometry. I rather do Total Suface Area for 10 times! 10:30AM, took bus 358 with Tommy, Darren and Shermeen. Shermeen and I alighted at White Sands. Actually Tommy say want come find us after he go home change. But I 11:30AM need go ler, and its 10:55AM when we alighted. So end up never meet lor. Went over to Mcdonalds. Shermeen bought her Pancakes breakfast. I just bought a harshbrown and Ice Milo. Left for work at 11:30AM. Reached Novena then go change, then proceed to Restaurant and reach exactly at 12:30PM. Heehee. Had breaktime from 3PM to 4PM. After come back from break, cut the limes. Then Carol squeeze the limes. At night only got Carol, Jaymie, Andrew and I again. But at night seriously not much people. All come in like 2 people, 2 people only. Haha, so pathetic. 10PM, left the restaurant then go toilet to change back to uniform. Andrew offered to wait for me, but I didn't want to go back with him, so I say I going somewhere else. =x Changed then MRT-ed back to Pasir Ris. Reach Pasir Ris, while walking to interchange, Tommy called. Then he pei me chat throughout the bus journey home. Daddy didn't came down and fetch me, cause he was bathing. So yeah, go up alone. Haha, lucky got Tommy on the phone, not that scary. Reached home, then end call. Go bathe, then down here blogging again.
Haha, I'm having lesser and lesser interest in work nowadays. Don't know why, very boring. Like no entertainment. Nevermind, its better that staying at home and stare at the computer not knowing what to do. At least I can occupy my mind with something else, so I won't keep thinking about the same thing that have been bothering me. I need to be busy, so I won't think so much.. I really don't know what am I suppose to do now. It seems like no matter what I do, it doesn't helps in any way. I'm tired of trying. Tell me. What more can I do. Or is it that you don't care anymore, so you don't even have to bother..
Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will come after you.
12:17:00 AM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Woke up by handphone alarm at 6:45AM. Bathed then wait for hair to dry then tie. Left house at 7:30AM LOL, board the bus to school, meet Shermeen at Westplaza bus stop. Suppose to report to school by 7:45AM. Haha, we are late, cause when we meet until each other, its already 7:55AM. =x Went in classroom exactly at 8AM. Mr Chow ask us stay back later for 10mins. Haha. Do maths until 10:30AM. End class, stayed back 10minutes already then went White Sands with Shermeen. Bought my comb, I lost mine again that day. 11:30AM went to take MRT to Novena. Reach there go toilet change, then 12:30PM go in work. Work till 3PM, had break from 3PM to 5PM. Sat down and do my maths homework. (: Straight 2 hours leh. First time really sit down to do maths homework. Haha, 5PM back to work. At night only Carol, Jaymie, Andrew, Boss and I. So little people, lucky not much customers. Carol, Jaymie left at 9PM. At night closing only Andrew and I. Actually normally need sweep floor der. But I don't want, so Andrew say nevermind, no need sweep, tomorrow he ask other people sweep. Heehee. =x After that do finish everything, went to change back to my school uniform, then left the restaurant together with Andrew. He went BreadTalk to buy bread, cause he hungry. Then he bought one for me to. Heehee. (: After that took MRT with him, he alight at Tanah Merah. But we didn't talk much, cause I sitting, he stading. Haha, after that reach home, on computer. Blog. Okay. nothing else. bye. I'm just blogging for the sake of blogging.
You've broken me so many times.
& I'm giving you one last chance to bandage this shattered heart.
11:59:00 AM
Monday, November 09, 2009
Woke up at 7AM this morning. Bathed then left house at 7:30AM and meet Shermeen at Meridian JC bus stop. Cause morning raining mah. Then walked to school with her, reach inside classroom exactly at 8AM. Mr Chow and Mr quek already inside. Mr Chow talking to the class about maths der things. Then we were given a worksheet, on Mensuration - Cylinders. We were to complete it. Heehee, first time I completed the whole worksheet alone. I mean I never copy, just do it myself. (: So happy! And at 9AM, went to Dentist. The Dentist help me wash my teeth. So painful, cause the dentist like keep going to my gum. Walao, keep tolerating the pain. After that she spotted a baby tooth root beside my adult tooth. I know about that extra thing there, but I didn't know it was a baby tooth root. Then the Dentist pluck it out for me. Haha, not pain, the feeling kinda nice ley. =x After dental then went back classroom continue doing my worksheet. Around 10:45AM do finish then I went for band. My section only Amira came. Joined her for sectionals. 11:30AM have break till 12PM. Half an hour only siah. So little, the rest went out to eat. Khaliun and I ate in the canteen. The rest of them came back late, then have to do push ups. LOL, after that full band on Ponyo. Then Slivercrest. I was like so sleepy luh, cause very boring. Until we played Queens Park Melody then I awake. Cause nice to play. Heehee, 2PM plus Mr Pan then finish conducting. Then I took attendance, then keep instruments and go home! Yu Sheng go see doctor, cause he sick. I went over Polyclinic to look for him. Acompanied him to collect his medicine, then he walked me up the overhead bridge. Lol, then I went home, he also go home. Reached home, bathe then use computer.
Anyway, here are 3 photos on the day of the concert Symphonie de Republique lll that SCB went to on Saturday 07 nov @ RP.
This morning woke up at 8AM to use computer. =D Around 9AM I go bathe, the 9:30AM leave house to work. Mrt-ed all the way to Novena. Reached there quite early. Like around 10:40AM like that. Expected Shao Xiong and Sis to be there, end up they not there, they late. LOL, so I go in first, awhile then they come. Faster do opening. 11:30AM, Eugene came. Everything do finish ler. 12PM Yi di came, 1PM Jaymie came. Morning Shao Xiong and I so Section B, Andrew and Jaymie do Section A. Eugene and Yi Di do serving food. Sis do Pantry. Morning Boss didn't came. Then got a crowd, but all suddenly come and all suddenly go together. Hahaha, then got one table say that Carol say, say her name then can have discount. Where got like that one siah, then we called Carol to ask. But she never answer, so we called Boss. Boss say don't have. So don't have lor. Around 2PM crowd gone. Sis and Shao Xiong do Mango Pudding, then I do the Durian Paste. =p So fun. 3PM to 4PM, Shao Xiong and Sis break. Around 3:45PM like that, Boss came, and ask why Shao Xiong and Esther break together. LOL! Cause cannot let them break together der. I have two hours breaktime. 4PM to 6PM. I went Kopitiam and eat. Then while I was ordering, Andrew tap me from behind and ask me to sit with him. Haha, I buy food ler then joined him. We talk about alot of things while eating. Then I was still eating when he has finished his, then he say he go buy one more coffee, then he ask me what drinks I want. He blanjah me Green tea. =D Thanks thanks Andrew.(: After that he go smoke, then I go back restaurant sit awhile. Then I go look for comb. Cause my comb lost. Walao, everywhere also sell BRUSH, not COMB. Sian, then 5:30PM, go Mrt station wait for Yu Sheng to come. He come ler then go up restaurant. Shao Xiong gave him his Apron and uniform. But the wear the pants is grey, cannot, so Boss ask him go buy one black one. But there pants kinda expensive, he only got 20bucks, so we use my sister's MasterCard first. Actually the jeans is $39. But then they give us staff price, end up become $27.30 only! Cut alot siahh~ At night, Yu Sheng and Yi Di do food runner, Shao Xiong, Eugene and I so Section B. Andrew and Jaymie do Section A. Lan Lan do serve drinks, Esther do Pantry. Hahaha, see Yu Sheng serve food. =p HAHAHAHA. But he sick today. ): Around 10PM end work. Eugene and Lan Lan today last day of work ler. Eugene siao one, he go get everyone's phone number. -.- After work, went 7eleven, Yu Sheng go buy Big Gulp and Mashed Potato. Then we sit down, then around 10:30PM eat and drink finish then we go take MRT. MRT-ed all the way back to Pasir Ris. Then accompanied him to wait for 358 bus. Bus come ler, then he go, then I go over to the taxi stand there. Sis and Shao Xiong in the cab. Cabbed home. (:
Tomorrow have the bridging programme. 8AM to 10:30AM. Then I 8:30AM got Dentist. 9AM to 2PM got band. So I'll be going the Maths thing first, then go dentist, then go abck maths. Then go band. (: Tomorrow I'm not working. But Yu Sheng is working tomorrow. 12:30PM to 10PM! Haha, Tuesday I'm working, but he is not. But Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday, we working same time. =D I go work, I after school straight away MRT to Novena. Maybe grab a bite, just bread or something. Don't plan to eat someting heavy. Cause 3 or 4 PM got break mah. So yeah, I have to bring my work uniform to school. Then reach there have to change.
Hahaha, until January then stop working liao. Maybe next year I'm not going work anymore until O levels end. So I can study properly. (:
Okay, its 1AM now, gotta sleep. Good nights!
11:59:00 PM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
There comes a time in your life when you're all mixed up and your mind doesnt know what to do.
This is when you have to leave it up to your heart to decide.
This morning mummy woke up at 9:15AM. Then she told me its 9plus already. Scare me siah. Cause I'm working at 11am and I'm suppose to leave house at 9:30AM. In the end, I faster go bathe then I leave house around 9:40AM. Hahaha, tied by hair in the MRT. (: Reached restaurant, Lishan and Andrew at there ler. Went in kitchen, put my bag, pin hair all that then come out. Faster do opening, then awhile Boss come already. Then Lishan did something wrong in the Pantry, then Boss scolded and take over the Pantry job, then asked her to serve the drinks instead. Awhile 11:30AM, Eugene came. Eating Old Chang Kee again. -.- After that Carol and Jaymie came also. Then my Sister came. Today I don't know whats wrong with me, while clearing the table, I spilled the water a few times. Haha, lucky its just plain water, not those gravy or what, if not very troublesome. 4PM end work, MRT down to Tampines. Meet Khaliun there and went over to the bustop opp NLB to meet the rest of the band members. Around 6plus, we took bus 168 over to woodlands interchange. Then changed to 169 bus and stop at TRCC. Reach there at 7pm. The concert starts at 8pm, so Khaliun give out the tickets then asked everyone to go and have their dinner then come back at 7:45PM. 7:45PM then we went in. So cold throughout the concert. Was freezing like ice. Finally 10:30PM, the concert end. Came out, waited for Gabriel to come out and the band took a photo with him. After that we walked to woodlands interchange. Some of them catch the last train, while the rest of us took 168 home. All of them alighted at the Tampines NLB that stop. They all is take 81 go home der mah. Then Brandon ask me why I not alighting, cause I live near him mah. Haha, I never alight there cause Sharon's godsis coming fetch her, then she offered to send Diana and me home. (: Heeheehee, no need take bus home. Alighted opp century square. Then her godsis drive come. Drive me home, right under my block. Wahahaha, so fast siah. Diana stay opp Sharon mah, so I left first. Reached home at 12:20AM. Bathed then I go sleep already. Never on computer you know? Haha, its now 8:12AM. Later going work at 9:30AM. And guess what. Yu Sheng is working with me too! Heehee, I ask boss if he can work here too. Then Boss say can, then ask him come at 5:30PM. Hoho, happy happy!
11:59:00 PM
Friday, November 06, 2009
THIS IS A WORDY POST.
Meet Yu Sheng in the morning as usual. (: Bus-ed to school, then reach school, he be the first customer of the Burger Queen Stall. =p Then awhile Darren came. After that we go back classroom. First lesson was Physics. Go lab, do practical. Haha, the glass block der. After that is recess. Stayed in class with Yu Sheng. After recess its Mathematics. Went to AVA room. Aircon. Heehee. =p After Mathematics was Humanities. Humanities watched Food Inc. Watched abit then I fall asleep liao. Then we are suppose to answer at least one question then we can go home. Just nice Mr Millath ask one question I know der, before I fall asleep. LOL, after school then went White Sands with Shermeen. Awhile like 2pm then I went home. Use abit of computer then I go bathe and then 4pm went down White Sands arcade find Yu Sheng. Pei him until 5pm then I go take MRT to Novena, work. Reach work place, went in, then got new girl. Called Jaymie, 19 years old. Super tall siah. Today I do Cashier and serving drinks. (: I like being Cashier, so fun! Then when boss not free, I do the drinks also. =p Got the Andrew, the operating Manager. LOL, okay okay luh he. 9pm, Carol, Jaymie and Eugene end work. Carol and Jaymie left, then Eugene stayed and sit down there. Awhile then he go down Old Chang Kee and bought everyone each a Curry Puff. Hahaha, thanks thanks, yummy yummy! He bought for us cause he working until Sunday the quit ler. He told me he told Boss its cause of family problems, but actually is he want go work those go block by block sell ice cream der. He say earnmore money, 4 hours got $60 ler. Then he ask me if I want quit this job or not, then he bring me go sell ice cream with him together. Hahaha, but I didn't agreed, cause I don't want Yu Sheng JEALOUS! =p After that Eugene down there bhb, ask me don't miss him, he say he give me his number. -.- I didn't took. (: Yu Sheng!! I didn't took leh! =D After that all of us ate the curry puff while doing out things, cause boss go liao and no more customer liao. Only left Lan Lan and me do closing, Shao Xiong and Andrew did admin stuff. Around 10:30PM we then left the restaurant. Then MRT-ed home.
Tomorrow I'm working 11am to 4pm. Then 5pm going meet the bandits at whitesands MRT and then go for the concert thingy. Cause of me then Benjamin tomorrow have to come down and work at night. Actually I'm working full day tomorrow, but end up I need go this thing, so at night not enough people. Therefore, ask benjamin take over. =p Haha, my schedule so packed! Next time I make my schedule up and post its up. Everyday full! =p
11:43:00 PM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
6:18AM this morning.. Daddy woke me up. Then he ask me: "Today no school meh?". I said have, then he say 6plus already. LOL! I overslept. Was suppose to meet Yu Sheng at 6AM. Aww. ): Made him wait so long. Sms-ed him then go and bathe. Around 6:45AM then I meet until him. He bought two bread! Haha, then we bus-ed to school. Just nice reach school then heavy rain ler. Went in classroom. Then he mum mum one of the bread. Feed me too. (: Yummy yummy! ^-^ Awhile then he sleep. Then was Mother Tongue lesson. Went computer lab. Was so bored until go and play those lame games. =p After Mother Tongue, Yu Sheng accompanied me to go with Mr Ang and get the Saturday Concert Tickets and some brochures. After that went down canteen. Passed all the things to Sean, cause I lazy to hold on to them. =x Then Yu Sheng bought Vitasoy and we went back to classroom. Ate the second bread. Haha, he feed me again~ ^-^ I like the sugar on the bread! =D Then was Mathematics lesson. Went AVA room. Yu Sheng SLEEP AGAIN! Hahaha, but I slept too. Cause really very sleepy. After Mathematics, went back classroom. Actually wanted to take lift, then Mr Millath and Mr Tharmen came out from the lift. Hahahaha, then Mr Millath ask us go down by staircase. LOL, so we go down by staircase lor. Went back class, then Miss Fong came in and say the Bridging programe is extended to 20th November. But its for Maths only. Everyday need go back school, 8am to 10:30am siah. Sian!!! D: Before this, Mrs Ding say 23rd to 25th want give us remedial. Walao, means we not extend two weeks, is extend three weeks. RAWR!!! >:( Then was physics lesson. Boring boring boring. Then heavy rain. First floor no good, all the rain splash in. D: Haha, then after school, rain gone ler. Yu Sheng went home. I still got D&T mah. But canteen close, so Shermeen, Wen Siew, Yue Yi and I went Westplaza to eat. 2pm then we go D&T. Late half an hour. =p After D&T around 4pm like that left school. Walked halfway to bus stop with Shermeen, then heavy rain suddenly. So Shermeen took out her umbrella and shared with me. Walked to Westplaza as the rain gets heavier and heavier. End up when we reach shelter, we two have half of our bodies complete drenched in rain. Bus-ed home, then no rain already. So I alighted at central. Walked home, then just nice reach the part where got no shelter... HEAVY RAIN POURS DOWN. Walao, this time no umbrella liao. So drenched again lor. Whole body drenched siah. ): Reached home then blogged.
Haha, Boss just called me. She said she put me next week, Monday OFF, then Tuesday all the way to Sunday Full day. Then I told her about the extended Bridging programme. She say how come our school like that one, holiday liao still need go back. Haha, so she said she put me 12:30PM to 10PM. She ask me after school straight away go work, don't go home change so troublesome. She say like that will very tired der. She say reach there then change then eat then start work. Late nevermind. (: Then if afternoon tired, ask Shao Xiong give me 1 hour more break for me to sleep. Heehee. (: Ohgod, my schedule so full. I even had to use my handphone calendar to jote down I which day got what things. If not I scared I forget. Its almost got thing everyday lor. D: I'm a busy girl.
6:08:00 PM
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Happy 1st monthsary boyfriend! Its our 1st month today. =D I made this video for him. <3>
Heehee, first time made a video for boyfriend. =p This morning, meet Yu Sheng as usual. Then he gave me his presents.
Inside got this rose. This rose have to fix to become like this der, before fixing, its all in pieces der. Yu Sheng do this rose do until so cham. Awww~ ): The rest of the things inside is.... LOLLIPOPS! Omg, alot siahhhhh! Ohyah, and his Ezlink CARD! But is terminated already der. Hahaha, then this Certificate of Marriage hor, when he come meet me, then he put one fulscap paper on top with the sentence "Sign here if you love me =D". Then below got tear out one box, for me to sign on th next piece of paper. Sign finish then he remove the fulscap.
Tada! Like that then engaged to him ler. LOL!! The bus-ed to school. School empty as usual, then went down canteen, drinks stall the blue colour thingy still not open yet. But we saw the uncle walking in already. So we stand right infront of the stall, wanting to be the first customer. (: Heehee. And really, we were the first customer! Hahaha, then Yu Sheng mum mum breakfast, awhile Tommy and Darren came. After Yu Sheng ate finish, then we go classroom outside there sit. Wait till classroom open then we go in sit. Mrs koh never come, so our class got no teacher. First lesson was English. Mrs Rajan never come also. Then today is the Debating. 3e3 versus us on the topic: "This house believes that homework should be abolished". We are the Proposition Team, while they are the Opposition team. I think that Opposition more easy lor. Haha, the debate, I see like abit only then I fall asleep already. Its really like deep sleep lor. Until the whole debate end then I woke up. Yu Sheng also woke up, hahaha. Waikin took picture of us sleeping. Then the way we sleep just nice mirror image of each other. =p Haha, then Yu Sheng ask Ryan go buy Chao Shao Bao and Da bao for him. While we were waiting for the debate results. Ryan came back damn fast. Haha, cause its 1st floor mah. LOL! Then we mum mum the BAO! Yu Sheng feed me mum mum. ^-^ Hahaha, then was recess time. Stayed in class with Yu Sheng. (: Then was Maths lesson. Did worksheets. And then Physics lesson. LKM teach about the vibrations make sound all that. Then Yu Sheng was sleeping mah, then just nice LKM wask going around to let people feel the vibrating thing. Then LKM go put the thing near to Yu Sheng's ear. Yu Sheng woke up, then LKM ask him feel it. Then he blur blur see the thing, then poke it. So adorable siah. The moment he poke it, the whole class laughed. Haha, cause too cute already. >.< After physics then Yu Sheng went home ler. Went D&T lesson with Shermeen they all. No teachers, relief teachers. Suft the net! =D Then 3:30PM left school. Reach home around 4:15PM, bathed then left house. Took bus to White Sands to meet Yu Sheng! Reached around 4:50PM I think. Yu Sheng wear whole body WHITE, while I war whole body BLACK! Hahahaha, upside down. =p Then went up arcade, Yu Sheng jubeat. I played one time. The Haru Haru, lols. I so lousy. After that around 6PM then we bused to E!hub. Took the GOODS lift up to 4th floor. Then we go see got what movie to watch. End up we watched Love Happens, 7:40PM show. Got some time, then Yu Sheng go play Jubeat again. After like 1 or 2 credit then we go downtowneast the food court mum mum chicken rice. Mum mum finish, went up Jubeat once I think. Then we walk walk around aracde, then so bored. So we go walk around E!Hub. Go down the bowling there awhile then 7:30PM went back up then bought Ice Lemon Tea and went in the theater. We sat the last row couple seat. (: The movie not bad luh, but kinda don't understand it. =x After movie its around 9:30PM. Went down supermarket, Yu Sheng bought a 1.5L crysanthemum tea. LOL! So big, then if no have the label, look like OIL! Hahahha, then we walked from E!hub all the way to a void deck near my house. Sat down there chat chat. Chat until 11:30PM, then my daddy called. So I went home, and he went home too. (:
I love boyfriend VERY VERY VERY MUCH!
11:59:00 PM
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Meet Yu Sheng this morning at 6AM. (: Gave him the cookies I baked for him yesterday.
Heehee, the baking process, the photos will be below. Bus-ed to school with him, he never wax hair today!! So adorable~ His hair soft soft der! Reach school around 6:40AM. School starts at 7:45AM. Haha, then we so early go, the school like kinda empty. The general office inside got nobody siah. Then we take lift go up third floor. The classrooms all locked, so we sat down at the bench there. Yu Sheng orh orh! I like the way he sleeps~ When he sleeps, like very innocent like that. =p I like to watch him sleep! ^-^ Around 7:30AM we went down quadrangle to assemble. Awhile then its Chemistry lesson. Go AVA room. The place where Yu Sheng and I sat was directly under the aircon. Plus the aircon the thingy which helps the aircon spread the air around the room thingy spoil. So the cold air is coming directly down to us. So cold! Then Yu Sheng sleep again! Heehee, still so adorable. After that we changed seats to behind behind, far from the aircon! =D After Chemistry its recess. After recess went back classroom for english lesson. Mrs Rajan came in. Then we shift the table and chairs to one side. We sit on the floor, then waited for 3e1 to come. Then we started the debating. Our class debators are Syafiqah, Rahimah and Saiful. 3e1 debators are Amira, Afiqah and Jerome. In the end, we won the debate! =D The next one we competing with 3e3 for 1st and 2nd place. Hahahaahas. After english lesson was humanities. Jote down some notes, then Mr Millath showed the geography project videos. Our group one!! =D =D =D Hahhaa, after Humanities got half hour break then 2 hours of D&T. Yu Sheng naughty boy, go home, never go his F&N! Hahah, then went up History room. Use the Tablet PC again. This time 3e3 combine with us. So now 2 person share one PC. Shermeen shared with Wen Siew. Then I got no one already mah. Just nice Tommy also no have Inwe, so we two end up sharing together. (: After this two hours, which past quite fast, go home! Took 358 bus with Tommy. Nobody else taking bus siah. Shermeen go take westplaza there, wensiew is walk home der mah. So take bus with Tommy lor. Reached home, bathed then went out with family to Ikea. Haha, okay lah, lazy elaborate further. =p
Cookies baking process! (Pictures shall do the talking)
Ferrero Rocher Rose!
10:04:00 PM
Monday, November 02, 2009
I'm so paranoid of getting hurt. I am always getting my heart broken over and over. My heart has so many scars and bruises all over it. I don't know how much just one heart can really take.. And I don't really want to find out either.
It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. You have this fear that every person you start to fall for, is just going to break your heart again.
But you came along, and made me believed once again.
Even though, I still do get hurt, I feel that it was worth the pain, because I really love you.
But what can I do when for every single mistake I did, you mention breakups. I forgive you for every mistake you did, I let them past But all you did was to mention break ups for every mistake I did.
You ask yourself, how many times did you mention break up already. Who is the one saying want to last long, and don't give up on you.
You make it really hard to love you sometimes. But I'm not giving up. I'm still holding on, but all you did was let go.
I want to cry, I really do, but I guess I just don't want to give you the satisfaction of knowing that you hurt me once again.