Rihanna - P.S (I'm still not over you)
[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinking bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always something right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or something on the t.v.
Boy it ain't easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

_____________________________

1 Year Old: The first time i cried.

2 Years Old: Still an innocent kid.

3 Years Old: Showed a sad face when i'm hungry, and when there's food, my face would be smiling in glee.

4 Years Old (Nursery): The only one who cried at the first day of school because i can't find mummy.

5 Years Old (Kindergarden 1): The first time i fell for a guy and his name was Lee Wenn Hon.

6 Years Old (Kindergarden 2): The first time i danced and performed at kallang theatre.

7 Years Old (Primary 1): Got into trouble because i hit a guy when he don't want to play with me, and because of this, the guy don't dare to go to school. Parents was informed and i was known as a naughty girl in class.

8 Years Old (Primary 2): Joined Modern Dance as a CCA and stayed faithfully until primary 6. Despite lots of people quiting, and different people joined and left. Until primary 6, i was one of the two girls who stayed since primary 2.

9 Years Old (Primary 3): The first time i cheated in a test.

10 Years Old (Primary 4): The first time i sneaked to White Sands with my friends and bluffed mum that i had sports day training.

11 Years Old (Primary 5): Went to a friend's chalet and came home late at night and got scolded because i was suppose to go home earlier. Started a blog.

12 Years Old (Primary 6): Had my first love, Jason. My skirt was short, i didn't fold it, its because I've grew tall. (The school skirt i wear since primary one.)

13 Years Old (Secondary 1): The first time i own a handphone. Started folding skirts to make them short and pulled my socks low. Break lots of minor school rules. P.S. I'm still a good girl =) Joined Concert Band as a CCA not because of interest, its because of friends. Started Camwhoring and editing pictures.

This is bascially my life till Secondary one. =)

i can't seems to get you off my mind, maybe you are suppose to be there.

this is my 511th post. =)
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!
this morning meet sharon to go to school together
we wear uniform, then our bags we put our performance attire.
reach school, talk talk, then go in band room at 7am
we didn't change yet, until we go in, set up instrument then when before go quadrangle, i and sharon go change
walked to the quadrangle feeling so paiseh
i sat at the back of my class, then got the flag raising, after that then we go back band room ler
we had warm ups and then we go through the songs for the performance
One Moment Of Time & Eighties Flashback
Ohya, thanks JIANMING for helping me lend coloured tie from suzanna
and thanks suzanna for lending it to me =)
its yellow colour.
before the performance, we had break
ate nuggets and drank water
after the break the peformance starts
my section swop seat because actually jianming sit outside, followed by me, sharon and lisa
then we change to lisa outside, followed by sharon, me and jianming
cause lisa need the mic as she have solo part
Gamelan played first, starting alot people seeing them play cause they melots move very fast
then around like the second song, alot people feel sleepy liao
Chinese Orchestra was next, then they just started playing, the whole school alot people laugh cause of the china-ee sound
LOL, next was SIGLAP CONCERT BAND!!
i enjoyed myself at the performance =)
lisa's solo was POWER!
cause got the mic, then the whole hall got her saxophone solo sound
very nice siia~
engteck solo part quite soft, sean's one like abit no feeling. =X
ohya, sharon say that the One Moment Of Time, keng guan play the solo very nice, alot of feeling
hahaha!
after our performance, then awhile more, was the time for finale
then we the 10 people go for the finale, the biys all tuck out, so we also tuck out
then our sleeves also push up
hahaha, the finale so paiseh, so many people looking at us
after the performance, we go back band room.
then we actually want to ask ms wong and mrs koh come in band room cut cake, end up they go liao
so we ate the cake
but i didn't eat
lols, then eng teck say ghost stories
got one the SALLY~ one, the way he sing, so scary, i close my ears also can hear until
after that, changed back to uniform
went whitesands for lunch, then walk walk around with sharon
after that went sharon house
hahas, i'm now in sharon house blogging
maybe later i go home i will edit pictures and upload it to blog. =)
bye bye for now!

Did this using 'Paint' program yesterday. i don't know why i would do this, i'm day dreaming, then suddenly realise i draw a heart. -.- i used the Spray Paint that thing.

this morning raining, can't find umbrella, so took from my mum.
i wake her up from her sleep =X
went to school, damn cold lor
First lesson was PC lesson
nothing much lah
literature was just people doing presentations
Mother Tongue class, we had letter writting test
not that difficult =)
recess and then was D&T
yoohoo~ finally we made something.
we spray the wood, then end up the acrylic part also have the paint.
ahhh!!
then we put the acrylic into an oven, so can bend
LOL, laugh like hell during the process
we re-heat so many times
english language was my group turn's to present our project
i made the video, didn't really put much effort, so not so nice lah

science, i forget take theory workbook out from locker, so i nothing to do
i slept, i realy slept soundly
i even have a dream lor
hahaha, sleep until very shiok
after school was the teacher's day performance rehearsal
starting went band room with michelle
very few people only lor, then nobody put chairs, all sit on the floor play instruments
so i also like that lah
hahah, we were late for the rehearsal
the rehearsal was okay lah
then need 10 volunteers for the finale
so i raise my hand
Khaliun, Michelle, Me, Sean, ZacharyS, Engteck, Nisha, Songtat, Syakir, aqil also
i don't remember if still got anymore or not
michelle boyfriend come fetch her home.
hahaha, reach home, sharon call me
say that tmr attire is White Long Sleeves Shirt, White Long Pants, Coloured Tie
i don't have coloured tie!!
so i ask sharon to lisa
lisa say ask engteck
engteck say see first
so i asked jianming
then jianming help me lend from christine =)
YAY! thanks!
then christine one is RED, jianming want the red, he say give me his pale green der
i said NO! LOL
then he say "who teach you tenor sax der?"
haha, i said its lisa
true mah~
hahahaha!!
i so fat! my thighs so fat =(
so ugly, boo hoo hoo!!
well, enough of blogging, rush geography project now!!!

didn't blog yesterday cause didn't online. =)
i now also lazy to blog ler.
cause i have to rush lots of projects.
sian..
anyway, camwhored yesterday
have a few pictures lah
but its so not nice lah..
=( no have time to edit the pictures, cause yeah, have to rush projects.
when i'm free, i will edit it, and upload it. =D
BYE BYEEE!

sorry for this short post. =(

I'm in the mood to do this now, seriously. =X

morning is like so damn bloody cold
i hide under my blanket, don't want to come out and FREEZE.
but of course eventually, i come out lah
drag myself all the way to school, sleepy and freezing.
first lesson was discussing of PROJECTS, which is actually CME.
then gamelan change venue, LOL
after recess, history lesson, teacher never come, substitute teacher took us
i copied worksheet. =X
Science lesson, was full of BORING-NESS
Mathematics was just going through of worksheets.
journal was just SCRIBBLE SCRIBBLE SCRIBBLE
all my ugly handwritings are in there =)
after school, sharon have to stay back, so i and michelle go first
we ate lunch, then went to band already
ohya, forget to mention, MICHELLE's BEAR BEAR
her boyfriend gave her der
so damn cute can, and big big, fat fat, soft soft der.
i'm the bear bear's GODMOTHER =D
hehheh. ^^
i keep torturing the bear bear, like what i did to xin xin.
hahaha, should be called playing with the bear bear lah
Band was just full band with mrpan
Music For A Festival!
and yeah, mr pan said Tenor Saxophone GOOD!
ohlala~
hahas, i said that today!
-.- no big deal.
after band went sharon house awhile.
really awhile, just like 20 minutes =)
well, i shall stop blogging now, cause i have to DO LOTS OF PROJECTS!
projects are seriously ruining my brain!!

I've somehow got over you already.
Not going to be moody anymore, i hope so.
But i'm still abit _ _ _ _ _ _ _. =(

Cry and forget?

maths common test retest started our day in school
got quite a few question i didn't know how to do, and we only got 45mins to do finish.
science lesson was next, went to the physics lab
also very very very boring, the stupid circuit thing la
recess then was ART!
we are suppose to use paint to draw a face, maximum 3 colours
i used red, then used yellow and highlight my hair
hahas, then teacher praised my work! =DD
she says the picture, the face got feelings
not like others no feelings
some other people also very nice, she also say got feelings
she was just looking for feelings, not if it resembles someone or not
i don't know how did i draw the feelings out.
maybe i had too much of hidden feelings inside me?
its just burst out to the painting. LOL
rubbish la.
geography lesson, no teacher, then English lesson, mrsgoh came in
gave a English compo test
i choose question 2; Blogging is a waste of time. Do you agree?
hahas, of course i say not agree lah!
blogging can help to record down your memories, and when you read it when your older, its more meaningful
BAND was ___________
lols, can't find words to describe it
i just know that lots of things are going through my mind
i can't seems to get them out of my mind

Night and day, I'm always thinking about that issue.
i don't know why I'm feeling this way.
its a torture.

i hide my feelings behind a smile.

went to school moody today, haiis, long story
anyway, PC lesson, ms dai let us watch I Not Stupid Too TV Series
hahas, Chinese lehs, Malays also watch, cause got subtitles mah
literature lesson, my group are suppose to be the first group to present, but we didn't do anything, same goes to group two, so group three and four do first
Mother Tongue lesson was much of slacking and talking
recess time, Farah passed me a letter from Bryan, lol, damn long letter.
read until eye @_@ cause the words so small =X
after recess was D&T, when my mood was slightly brighten up, laugh alot, cause qistina keep making me laugh
we still go steal some of the acrylic and wood for our work =X
then got pink colour der acrylic, we both go take bring home
hahhaa, we changed plans, instead of making egg separator, we made cup holder =)
after D&T was three boring lessons of English.
called Ben PAPA~
hahahahhaha
science lesson was so so so so boring.
after school, me khaliun and Sharon went to Sharon house downstairs to play badminton
khaliun wants to practice her badminton for the inter-class competition
then Sharon's Mei Mei, Gina, and her Boy---friends played with us too
all of time so small small short short, cute cute Der~
see them small small, but their badminton skills damn good one sia
then i also tried playing the roller skates
OMG, its so much difference from Sharon's house
the floor like so slippery der, so scary sia
then when got like only 1 metre of slope, i don't dare go down, cannot balance, so khaliun hold me, then i go down
i was like holding very tightly to khaliun, i can't balance myself lor
i give up on Rollerblades ler!!!
played badminton until 6, then went home!!

The hardest part about walking away from you, is knowing you won't run after me.

i'm trying to move on.

daddy changed my computer hard disk, but of course my files are still with me
now my computer is much more faster! YAY
cause no have alot rubbish ler~
but hor, now my computer not pink colour ler =(
later have to remake. haiyo, mafan!
today's school nothing much to say because i'm lazy to elaborate. =X
hahas, sorry lah, tmr i then blog kkays?
tmr after school going to practice the badminton thing with khaliun
cause next week is the competition ler.
haiis, now my computer the screen so large, then all the words small small, abit weird weird.
haha, i guess i will have to try to adapt to it bah. =)
i got another cut on my hand =(
today play with Sharon during mother tongue class, then the table's plastic cover scratch until my hand. pain pain~
sad sad. nobody sayang me!!
haha, LOL
i shall stop blogging her, and... BYE BYE!
/clicks publish post and runs off

"Rawr! i'm coming to scare you~"

first lesson was mother tongue
talking to Sharon is so so so so fun!
P.E lesson, we played badminton.
played with yue yi at first, then we group with Nowell and Zul.
Nowell and i one group, yueyi and zul one group
then zul keep hitting the shuttlecock with his racket like a ballet dancer
HAHA, so funny!
after that played with Darryl, then got group together also, aiya, keep changing and changing opponents la.
As usual, played badminton until very sweaty
after recess was literature, watched the Animal Farm movie and the story ends without a meaning. -.-
then go to groupings for literature project
English lesson was next.
boring Essay writing la
mathematics lesson, waikin, Mira, qistina, me, Ben and Abel koh keep talking and laughing
&WAIKIN IS AFRAID OF TICKLING!
his reaction was so much bigger than mine lor
FUNNY!
then ms lai say the first row is always sleeping, our row is always talking and laughing, only the middle row the most pay attention der. LOL
planning time, Mrs menon call me arrange the stack of papers, files, alot of things la.
so messy, then have to pack.
SO MANY DUST!!
then i ask Ben help me do the vanguard sheet thingy
after that, Mrs menon call me to carry the geography files to 2e4 and ask them to take back their files.
go ler come back got another pile, MORE some more.
go back 2e4 again. -.-
after planning time, eat lunch then have maths remedial.
remedial so noisy, copied worksheet
then i lie my head on the table, Abel Chang go hit my head =(
after remedial, go take MRT to grandma house, fall asleep in the MRT, almost miss my stop.
lols, so many people ask me if i perm my hair =/
then i said i never, is natural curl der
they all like WHAT? unbelievable! curl until so nice!
LOL, people say nice, but why i feel like so not nice, messy messy der.

Do we have to be like strangers?
i don't want things to be like this.

I want hug hug~

this is my 503th post. =)
today Mrs menon didn't came to school, so morning reading period is taken by ms dai
then we are to go into our CME groups to discuss about our project
at first only me and atiqah there talk talk, after that the VP come, so the whole group together
after that become left me, atiqah and Ben.
then we three talk talk, and spent alot of time thinking about the stupid URL.
after CME lesson was gamelan
okay, nothing much, no fun playing the gong and the cerengtum(?)
after recess was history lesson, watched a video of MARIA or what la, and then was science lesson
Ben keep putting his leg on my chair, i mean like he sitting behind me, then his leg lean on my chair, so i go use my pencil box go hit his leg.
after that also no use, so i try to pull off his shoes.
LOL, he then say DON'T! cause will very hard to put back on. -.-
hahaha, after that he go push his table infront infront, then i no space. SQUEEZE ME!!
so i push back his table, but end up he still stronger =(
then infront me, waikin and zul keep taking my water bottle and pencil box.
everyday also take and hide. =/
mathematics lesson actually is 1 hour, then become half an hour because we have a MOE test later, so we have to eat first
this MOE test only E1 & E2 do lor
the end should start at 1pm and end at 3.15
but end up, we 2.15 go liao.
haha, the MOE test is ENGLISH OR MATHEMATICS.
i mean, the teacher anyhow give, so everyone have different ones.
English have 3 different paper, vise verse for Mathematics
i get mathematics, LUCKY!
i don't like English lor
Ben get until English, then he keep wanting to change with me
after that when doing, calculator is not allowed, but i still use secretly.
teacher walk past also don't care..
then MCQ questions behind behind is like continue the pattern that kind
some is like no logic lor, but some very easy.
Ben down there laugh say huo gai i get mathematics. =(
then the written paper, i do like abit only then don't want do liao.
alot people also don't want to do, cause also never add in exam marks
hahas, end up 2.15 then let us go liao lor.
then went for band!
band today was GREAT!
Mr pan happy with our playing of Music For A Festival
hahas, got alot of parts, got melody, i play until very shoik. ^-^
then got the F that part, i have to come out more and tongue more, at first trombones haven come mah, then i hear my sound so clearly
so paiseh.
i tongue until very tired.
end the band without any drill yea~
ohya, and the NC punishments last Friday thing, Mr pan said that NC is in the wrong to call us do pumping in a hot sunny day.
hahas, so now NC cannot come band for the time being or so?
i not very sure lah.
haiis, tomorrow got P.E, i hope can play badminton~

I tried to smile and laugh all i can today, and i am slowly tuning back to the cheerful Joanne =)
I never felt this way before, everything that i do, reminds me of you.

Don't cry cause its over
Smile cause it happended.

yes, i shouldn't be so sad, i should be the joanne who never fails to laugh and smile everyday.
i want to become a cheerful and happy joanne.
i should move on.
not stay at the same spot.

[Post deleted because i still love daddy (:]

Happy Birthday Ben!
ben so kelian, birthday still need go tution.

hmms, well, today nothing much to blog about
bored, yes bored!
still have to finish doing the english project by monday!
and i'm suppose to make the commercial video.
BUT! i don't have any videos. =(
PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS!!
waste my time only!
ahhh! i forgot! still need do literature project
make a diary or something.
BUT! i forget to bring my Animal Farm book home. =(
RAWR!
busy busy busy!
so i shall stop blogging now. bye bye!!

BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN tmr birthday, but today he get alot of bashes ler. LOL!
Band, during drills, the sun was very hot, and we are told to be on pumping position.
the floor is burning, so are our hands.
until now, its still red.
Very pain. But theres no one to sayang for me anymore...

_______________________________________
You said that i will be the happiest girl,
but i guess i wasn't.

You promise not to break my heart,
but you still did.

You said that you won't hurt me,
but you did, not just once.

You promised many promises,
but you break them all.

You said i don't understand you,
but you didn't know i'm trying so hard.

You said i never spared a thought for you,
but you never know how much i thought for you.

You said you will always be there for me,
but you are the one who threw me away.

You said you will love me forever,
but i guess, its just words without meaning.

You said that you want to share all my troubles,
but where are you when i needed you.

You said you had no choice,
but its not that you have no choice, its that you didn't find the choices.

You said you will cherish me,
but did you?.

We pretended we were fine,
but we were lying all the time.

i'm never good enough for you,
but i tried.

You broke my heart,
and tell me you still love me.

You broke my heart,
and you want me back.

You made the happiest relationship that i ever had,
but you also made the unhappiest relationship i ever had.

It has taken me a long time to accept,
who you are and who you will never be.

What makes a love like ours blow away,
Like a piece of paper in a gusty wind?.

Love isn't easy,
i'm torn, i confess.

I'm trying not to cry cause its over,
i'm trying to smile cause it happened.

I won't miss you,
i will miss the person i thought you are.

Everything that has a beginning has an end,
and its over.
_______________________________________


All the troubles come at once, how am i going to clear the mess?

today's first lesson of Pastoral care, Mrs menon changed it to CME
she gave us a CME project, its about making a blog and talk about two of the five topics.
then she called those bloggers to stand up
lols, then Abel Chang call me and say he want to be in my group
i said no, cause i know he will throw all the work to me. LOL
then end up, i group with Ben and atiqah and Sean
so we choose Cyberbulling and Internet addiction.
then Ben said that he realise got alot of project he group with me, e.g. English, geography, CIP, CME, History etc..
hahaa, after that was literature, watching the Animal Farm movie again
then she ask for the individual project.
only like two people done it.
and she nag nag nag, its because she didn't explain to us how to do, that's why we didn't do!
haiis, don't like this teacher.
after literature was mother tongue!
today we are having our retest!
last test we didn't studied, so almost the whole class failed
so this retest, i guess alot people studied.
end up, i got 40/50!!!!
but then teacher said that this retest, those who passed will be given 25 marks only, as it is a retest.
so it will be fair for those who scored high marks the first time he tested us.
SO SAD!!
recess and then its D&T!
it was practical.
i made an ugly J shape key chain.
hahas, then was 3 periods of boring English lesson.
then last period Mrs goh went off, so a relief teacher came.
we copied works and walk around.
the last lesson was science.
then it was end of school!!
after that Sharon went for her remedial, i went with Michelle and Khaliun and zavier to the computer lab.
they are doing their project
end up not enough time, so we went to zavier's house.
OMG, his house is like so many Pokemon things lor.
left at 5pm.
ohya, called Sharon to come and then went back home together!

I'm really getting sick of your actions.
its really spoiling my mood.
I'm trying to forgive and forget whenever you hurt me.
but i guess, you didn't realise.

changed blog song to Prima J - Rockstar.
ENJOY!

Sorry for not blogging this few days, didn't really have to blogging mood to blog
anyway, my computer's screen colour is back to normal again!!
yay! can see my pink screen ler!
and i could edit pictures too!
haha, its not that the moniter is repaired, it is because daddy bought a new moniter for himself
so he gave me his old one =)
flat screen lei~
hohos, I LOVE MY COMPUTER!
althought its abit laggy at times, nvm, shall do some clearing of rubbish next time =X
i'm really losing lots of my blogging moods already lor.
so sad, everyday come home, too tired to blog or recall anything that happended at the day
ohya, today mrs menon changed our seats!
i sit at the 2nd row, and near to window, far from door
infront of me are waikin and amira
beside me is abel koh and behind me are ben and tina
actually quite love this seating arrangement, cause everytime something makes me laugh over there
when its maths time, i'm glad that abel kih is seating beside me, as when it comes to maths, he do his worksheet very seriously, i mean like won't talk talk or play play or disturb me
really is do without distractions, then i also will do cause nobody make me slack or talk mah
so i do the whole worksheet really fast =D
i'm getting bored of my blog song, any new and nice song from recomendations?

Ripped from Sis blog. =X

Men Are Hard To Please - The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u DON'T, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u DON'T, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's SMARTER than u, he is GREAT.
If u DON'T love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u LOVE him, he will try to LEAVE u.
If u DON'T make love with him, he says u DON'T Love him;
If u DO, he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u DON'T, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u CANNOT be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMEN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!
If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true;
but if u don't, they say u are selfish.

PLEASE!
do this poll, cause i really don't know if should i put my fringe to bangs or at the side.

Should my fringe be BANGS or put at the SIDE?
	BANGS!
	SIDE!

I've just read a post from www.fcukjournal.blogspot.com
and i decided to show it to my fellow readers.
you can go to the original post site to read too
and many of his post are very interesting
he didn't talk about those boring things of his life, but instead, things that people would like to know about or see.
below is that particular blog post. =)
anyway, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

_______________________

Today is my country national day!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

But i am not happy... due to yesterday Olympic incident.

I didn't watch the opening ceremony but boy am i glad.

From HWZ forum, i came across this topic:

LI JIA WEI DRAGGING SINGAPORE FLAG

I AM SO DAMN PISSED

For those who all along wanted to luff at my country, go ahead...

THIS POST CERTAINLY MAKE YOUR DAY..

ESP SO SINCE THIS HAPPEN A FEW HOUR B4 OUR NATIONAL DAY.

WHAT HAPPENED?

First thing first, if you are selected to be a flag-bearer for your country.

WOULD YOU FEEL PROUD?

OF COS!

Then imagine this scenario, since i got readers from Malaysia and Singapore.
Let's make an analogy:

Imagine i get a PR status in Malaysia, and i am being selected by Malaysia to be the flag bearer for the upcoming 'OLYMPIC' game held in Singapore...

SO here i am in my country of birth holding other country flag, although i am legally a citizen in Malaysia will i feel proud? will i feel awkward?

Why am i saying all this? FYI this year our flag-bearer is our beloved table tennis PR star -
LI JIA WEI, don't get me wrong i am proud of her achievement in putting our country in the world map.

BUT...

Notice anything here? THE BLOODY FLAG IS TOUCHING THE FLOOR!!

READ THE LAW HERE:
(during my national service tour, anyone doing that will get charged lor!!)

And is not a one off incident, she practically 'sweep' the tracks of the stadium with our flag!!
Seriously what is the committee thinking when they ask a PR to hold the flag!!

DON'T WE HAVE LOCAL TALENT THAT ARE TRULY BRED IN SINGAPORE TO
HOLD THE FLAG? i got nothing against foreign talent but this is too much!!

I BET THEY CANT EVEN SING OUR NATIONAL ANTHEM! SO WHAT THEY WIN A MEDAL!

DURING THE PRIZE CEREMONY WHEN THE NATIONAL SONG ARE BEING PLAY..

DO YOU THINK THEY CAN SING ALONG WITH IT!!!

click the pic to see how our beloved Li Jia Wei Sweep the stadium:

Seriously if i am MM LEE, i will dig a hole and hide. Now that explain the 'redness' on his face, he is too embarrassed to see..

As i say, Li jia wei was born in china and what do you think she will feel if she hold another country flag and wave in front of her ex-countryman?

Pls lor, even if you are a PR in another country you will still have the tiny bitsy bits of patriotic feeling for your birth country

Of cos she feel SIAN LAH!!!..

Looking at the pic below: She fcuking carry it with no pride!!!

The people behind are so happy and proud in waving the miniature flag,

the one who carry the big symbolic flag?

"Yawn, can we go back to the hotel?" LI JIA WEI

Yes, the German 'sweep' the floor too.. but doesn't he look patriotic? He look genuinely happy carrying the flag, unlike our ex-china woman

Anyone disputing saying the flag is too heavy for a petite lady, hence explaining the sloppiness(anyway LJW is not small sized lor)

fcuking look at the JAPANESE

She definitely has a smaller build but she carry her flag with pride and all smiles.

I really dun wan to blast her, but the more i read about her the more pissed off i am..

So do China custom allows you to wear your fguly sun glasses when you are talking to our minister?

SERIOUSLY I HOPE U FAIL AT THE FIRST ROUND OF TABLE-TENNIS AND GO BACK TO CHINA!!

OH YA. NO WONDER RONALD SUSILO DONT WANT YOU..

sorry for the use of numerous 'fcuk' in this post of cos at the end of the day

i hope Singapore win some medal home even if is from 'yawn' LJW

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080808 ONCE IN YOUR WHOLE LIFETIME!
its National day Eve
its our 3th Month anniversary!
its Olympic Day
its Sports Day

woke up early today and meet Sharon, Diana at the bus stop
then took MRT to tampines and meet Eleanor
walked to the sports hall!
basically today is just a celebration of national day and sports day
the sun was really HOT!
my black bag become oven hot liao lor
can even cook an egg already ._.
then went to the vending machine to buy water, and the vending machine ate my $2!
roars!
then Bryan buy for me Hello Panda
hahah, thanks~
after that was just cheering and shouting and chatting~
chats with Michelle and Sharon and khaliun!
during the race, hamkah made i think TWO people trip and fall, and he didn't help the person up.
i only saw the first time, second time i think is people say der.
after the sports days thing, went to tampines mall to eat lunch with Michelle, Sharon, khaliun, solongo and Sean
Sean gave me a card, thanks~
after that i went to Sharon house
the rest go home ler
then i try to skate with Sharon's Rollerblades/ roller skates
i only know how to stand with Rollerblades
then after like so long trying to skate while using a stick to support myself, i finally can skate abit without holding the stick, but very slow.
=D
hohohoh, this few days like lazy to blog ler
haiis, so i shall end here!

the first half of school was nothing special, just literature and mother tongue
then after recess was D&T
we are to design the final product! =)
qistina didn't came, so me and amira work on it.
then was three boring periods of English
we had to do a comprehension
end up, i only like do 6 questions
Abel Chang do 2 questions only
the whole of the lesson was like slacking around =X
then was like science, was busy making my hair, didn't hear what teacher said
basically, today was a day of slacking
after school went to eat lunch at McDonald's with Michelle and khaliun and Sharon
after eating, khaliun and Michelle go home, so i and Sharon walk around first
then went home, i took the bus 358
when i just alight off the bus, suddenly heavy rain!!
was of course drenched!
haiis, anyway, some good news to say~
I'm POSTING UP THE PICTURES of my birthday
I'm not posting any pictures of me, cause i can't edit because of my stupid blue screen =(
well, here you go!
and yes, pictures do most of the talkings =)

Birthday GIRL!!

Presents from Daddy & Mummy
My Lovely birthday cake~
End up cut until like that ._.
CHOCOLATE~~

Music Necklace! Mirror, yes MIRROR!
watch yea.
Black Dress, can be wore like off shoulder
or like this! cuter though~
Sister gave me this three slips of paper, then i have to use these clues to find my presents in my bedroom.
finally found it!
pink slippers!
whats inside?
bangle!
COMB! yes COMB
two lame notebooks

PINK TEDDY!
with a big tummy!!
big rights? lols, shes called pinky!
from Drinks Stall Auntie
From Delvina
From HAMKAH!!!
the lovely card, omg, he has really spent lots of time preparing my birthday presents
Mickey Mouse Pen
Purse? and OMG, he sew my name on the purse HIMSELF!
Photo Frame, with both of our face!
chocolates! lots of them!
Well, that's all!!! thanks for the pressies~